Monday, August 27, 2012

Weekly Weigh In

Quick little post from my Kindle. Weighed in yesterday at 192.5... so I GAINED a pound and a half since last week. I am not surprised. I had a majorn lapse in self control and basically went over my targetted calorie intake every day. I'm not sure why it happened, but I can tell you this: I had to lose nearly 15 pounds before I felt remotely thinner, But only had to gain one to feel like a big fattie... I inow it isn't true, though. I am not a big fattie. I am a girl who has still lost over 10 pounds, despite my recent gain. I can't let a bad week make me stop. That would be the worst thong I could do. So I accept last week as it was and focus my attention on the week ahead and all the possibilities it has in store...

Thursday, August 23, 2012

Eating, eating, eating...

This has been SUCH a hard week for me.  The stress of trying to sell our house has been compounded by the baby not sleeping (she just cut a new tooth today) and all the usual house cleaning and summer music lessons.  I have really buckled under the pressure and have been eating everything in sight.  Snacking with reckless abandon has been my routine this week.  I suppose it had to happen sooner or later, I couldn't have TOO many great weeks in a row.  Frankly, I will be lucky and happy to maintain my weight this week.  Losing is probably not going to happen. 



As always, however, I am not giving up on my long term goals, and I'm not letting one rotten week spoil my drive or motivation to get healthy.  I will weigh in on Saturday, accept whatever the scale says, and turn the page in my planner to a new, fresh week.  Here's to hoping I can eat less tomorrow and reserve some dignity to bring to the weigh-in in 2 days. 

Monday, August 20, 2012

Dinner by Nick



Nick made dinner tonight, and he even took the time to figure out the caloric value of all the foods on my plate.  It was delcisious, wholesome, filling, and surprisingly low in calories.  AND beautiful!  (See picture above.)  Here is what he prepared for us: 

4 oz Swai filet - 90
1/2 cup of prepared Trader Joe's Harvest Blend Grain Mix - 170
1 cup Steamed Broccoli - 50
1 tsp oil for frying the fish - 40
1 tbsp flour to coat the fish - 35
8 oz red wine - 170

That works out to 555 calories for the entire meal, red wine included.  I thought it was such a great meal because it included whole grains, lots of fresh veggies, protein, healthy fats and oils, AND wine to boot. (um... antioxidants... yeah, we'll go with that as our excuse for drinking red wine.)  In addition, it was made with minimal processed ingredients.  Bravo, Nick, what a great meal.  Does this mean I have to cook tomorrow.... ;-)

Sunday, August 19, 2012

Weekly Weigh In

 I weighed in this Saturday, and it was good news again!  I lost 2 pounds, bringing me down to 191.  I am very pleased with my progress.  As I mentioned last week, I seem to be on a roll and LOVING it.  After being stuck at 200 lbs. for weeks, this string of successes is so sweet.  I attribute my success to a few key factors:

1. JOURNALING!  Using MyFitnessPal has revolutionized the way I eat and exercise and balance my diet.  It is so very good to look back and see all that I ate during the day.  Its also fun for me, dare I say, to log my daily caloric activity. 

2. NOT GIVING UP.  In recent years I have often had a manic spell of weight loss motivation that shot out like a cannon but died within days.  My husband Nick could tell you how frustrating it was for him to stay supportive every time I would have a big idea, work hard for 2 weeks, then slowly give up and slip back into self loathing.  This time, however, I fought through the let down that comes after the "honey moon" of a new weight loss plan, and now I am experiencing real rewards.  And Nick stuck with me through it all, which brings me to my next factor...


3. SUPPORT SYSTEM.  Nick is an incredible man.  He fell in love with me when I was 150 lbs. and he has loved me through every weight gain and loss all the way up to my peak at 205 lbs.  He admits that it was hard for him to watch me put on so much weight and feel so sorry for myself.  Although I was the same woman he loved on the inside, I did change drastically on the outisde, and that was hard for us both!  However, Nick has not only loved me through it all, but also supported me and encouraged me and believed in me despite the dead ends I kept running into. I cannot tell you what strength that has given me.  In addition to my spousal support, I also find incredible support through my friends on MyFitnessPal, my faithful blog readers, as well as my sisters and parents.  No matter who it is in your life, you need someone who will love you enough to see past your weight gain but NOT see through it.  The people who truly love me never treated me differently because I was fat, but they never ignored the fact that I needed to make some changes in my life and get healthy.  That support has made all the difference. 


 So here we are, 4 months into this... 14 pounds down, 41 to go.  I continue to feel good and motivated and excited as my body takes new shape.  Just have to keep on trucking.  Thanks, as always, for being such an important part of this journey.

Friday, August 17, 2012

Track the calories BEFORE you eat them

Just a quick little post today with another quick little trick...

If you are able, when going out to eat, look up the caloric values of the food you intend to eat and log those calories BEFORE you eat them.  Try to plan your day around your big meal.  You may not be able to prevent yourself form going over your calorie goals, but you might be able to prevent yourself from totally and utterly blowing it. 

A couple of months ago I wrote about going out to eat at the Cheesecake Factory.  I though I was eating a healthy meal, only to look up the nutrition facts later on and find that my dinner 100 calories over my TOTALLY daily intake.  (YIKES!)  Tonight my husband and I went out to eat at the Olive Garden.  I decided to do it differently this time by looking up the nutrition facts and logging them before we went out to eat. By doing this, I was aware of what I was eating and planned my day around the big splurge that was coming.  YES, I still went over my alloted calories for the day, but only by about 200 calries instead of 900 that is typical when I go out to eat. 


The moral of the story is to think ahead, plan ahead, and prevent complete pig outs by being an informed and educated consumer. 

Alternative forms of Comfort

Here's my little trick of the day - if you are a person who tends to turn to food for comfort, try and find other ways to comfort yourself!  I know it sounds simple, but if you struggle with your weight and/or compulsive eating like I do, then you know how hard it can actually be.  Its taken me many years to find things that comfort me as much a a big slice of cheesecake.  Here are TOP FIVE WAYS TO BE COMFORTED, other than food, of course...



 1.  Coffee - nothing like a hot, delicious mug of coffee to make me feel cozy.  Tea also works.

2. Pajama Pants - Slipping into a comfy pair of pajama pants makes me feel like everything is going to be OK in the world.  I feel relaxed and cute in my favorite PJ's.  And for the record, pajama pants are not just for bedtime!  

3. Hoodie Sweatshirt - This comfortable pullover is best coupled with the pajama pants, or a good old, comfortable pair of jeans.  The feeling of being snuggled and secure in a big hoodie makes me feel like I am wrapped up in my security blanket.  I feel protected and comforted. 

4. Pedicure - I realize that you may not be able to do this anytime or anywhere, but when the time is right, a spa pedicure really makes me feel nice.  It is an excellent alternative treat, one that I often look forward to instead of food. 

5. Glass of wine - Now, I know that wine has calories just like food, but a 6 oz glass of wine, roughly 120 calories, is MUCH better than that 500 calorie slice of cheesecake I might otherwise reach for.  AND you can slowly sip your wine and enjoy it for a much longer period of time then a piece of cake that you might just shovel in.  If you are not one to enjoy an alcoholic drink, you may enjoy a sparking cider or some flavored seltzer water instead. 

I encourage you to find YOUR top 5 favorite ways to be comforted, other than eating, of course.  Make a list and post it on your fridge, so the next time you want to throw in the towel and graze, count to 10 and try something less calorific first instead.  Don't know what your top 5 are?  Try some of mine on for size and see if they bring you the same comfort that they bring me.  Whatever you do, try to realize that there are other ways of relieving stress and anxiety other than eating. 

Tuesday, August 14, 2012

Last Chance Workout

Sometimes its 9:30 or 10:00 at night and I am reviewing my day of eating.  I realize that I have gone over my allotted calories for the day.  This brings me to my little trick of the day - LAST CHANCE WORKOUT.  

If you ever watch the show, "Biggest Loser," you know that the contestants go through a very rigorous workout just a few hours before their weekly weigh in.  The call it the last chance workout.  The point is that it is never too late to burn some calories and try to improve your weigh in, even in the 10th hour.  Well, I think its never too late to burn some calories and try to balance out your calories in/calroies out ratio for the day.  As I've said time and time again, the only way to lose weight is to burn more calories than you consume.  So if you consume too many, all you have ot do is burn more to balance things out. 

What do I do for my "last chance workout?"  Simple - walk.   I like to put the dog on her leash and take a walk around the neighborhood.  Sometimes I call a friend on the phone while I walk.  Sometimes I just walk in silence and think or pray or meditate.  Just 45 minutes of walking will usually burn enough calories to get me back in a good place.  If I don't feel like walking I sometimes go over to my parents house and swim in their pool for 20 minutes.  Cleaning the house for half an hour works too. 

So don't go to bed feeling sorry for yourself if you eat too much.  Just get up off the couch and burn some more calories and try to improve your situation.  Its never too late for a last chance workout. 

Monday, August 13, 2012

5 Litte Tricks

Hello friends.  This week I would like to share with you 5 little tricks that help me to combat the desire to overeat, make poor food choices, and ultimatley gain weight.  I will share with you one little trick a day....

TRICK #1 - Brush your teeth!  Sometimes in the evening, after the kids are in bed, after I have met my caloric goals for the day, but before a major food craving hits, I brush my teeth.  Instantly I feel clean, fresh, and ready for bed.  Eating a peanut butter and jelly sandwich is suddenly not as desirable when my mouth is all minty fresh.


Just a tiny little hint that has helped me out along the way.  Give it a try next time your night time craving creeps up on you! 

Saturday, August 11, 2012

Weekly Weigh In

Weighed in this morning and found that I am 2 pounds lighter than I was at this time last week. 

Hallelujah I lost 2 pounds!

At this point in my journey I am actually losing the desire to overeat.  It is not as hard as it once was for me to turn down foods that are high in fat and carbs but low in nutrients, and its also a lot easier for me to put down the fork after a reasonable amount of food has been consumed.  I'm not saying that I don't pig out anymore, because I definitely do, buts more like a once a week occurrence rather than a once every other day occurrence.  I am proud of myself for not only losing weight, but also for changing my relationship with food.

SO, 12 pounds down, 43 pounds to go.  I have lost 5.8% of my body weight so far.  Finally, I seem to be on a roll!  Let's just keep right on rolling. 

Thursday, August 9, 2012

Unexpected Work Outs

Exercise is one of the cornerstones of weight loss.  In order to lose weight you have to burn more calories than you take in.  Part of that equation, as you know, is burning calories!  However, I believe that you do not have to strap on your tennis shoes and head to the gym to exercise.  This week I have been thinking about all the different ways I get significant exercise without trying to "work out."  Sometimes I don't even have to leave home.  Here are some ways you can feel the burn without "exercising" in the traditional sense of the word:


Cleaning - Working to make your house squeaky clean (or at least presentable) is a great way to burn calories.  According to MyFitnessPal, just 30 minutes of moderate cleaning effort burns about 110 calories!  I don't know about you, but I can find 30 minutes of things to clean without even trying.  Laundry, washing dishes, picking up toys, sweeping and mopping - I feel more motivated to do these things knowing that I am not only getting some chores done, but also feeling the burn.  

Walking - I have written about this one before, but I love walking!  No sexy gym outfits or expensive sneakers required!  Just strap the kiddos into the stroller, grab the dog, throw on some crocks, sandals, or whatever comfy footwear you like and WALK.  Its that simple.  MyFitnessPal tells me that if I walk at a moderate pace (3.0 miles per hour) for half an hour I will burn 145 calories! 

 Gardening - Another great way to get a chore done and also do some exercising.  I used to thing that gardening was something that only cute old ladies with floppy straw hats and colorful work gloves did.  But now I know that all you really need is dirt, some things planted in the dirt, and weeds to pull!  Seriously, walking around your flower bed or veggie patch and pulling those pesky weeds is a good workout!  MyFitnessPal suggests that just 30 minutes of general gardening will burn 175 calories for me!  Yeah, baby! 

So there you have it, three non conventional ways of burning some major calories.  How do YOU burn calories without stepping into a gym???  Post a comment and keep the conversation going! 

Sunday, August 5, 2012

Weekly Weigh In

At long last, a blog post!  It has been very hard to find time and energy to post during these past couple of weeks, due in part to Nick's mission trip to Nicaragua, but also because of my 2 week long gig with the Bristol Valley Theater in Naples, NY.  SO here we are, and I am finally able to update you all... 

This week, I lost 1 pound!  (1.2 pounds, technically.)  Considering how draining this past week has been, I am very pleased with that small success.  For me, its all about the little successes that will slowly add up to big rewards! 

Speaking of which, I'VE LOST 10 POUNDS SO FAR!  I have been so concerned with my week to week gains and losses that I have just now been able to sit back and realize that all of a sudden I am 10 pounds smaller!  I have to be honest, that feels really, really good.  It has been a long time since I have felt good about my body, since I have felt like I have a body to be proud of.  Success is often a catalysis for growth in my life, and as of right now, I couldn't be more motivated to keep pressing on toward my ultimate weight loss goals. 

 
It may take me years to get to a weight that I am truly content with, but I am OK with that.  I am at peace with the fact that my weight loss journey has many peaks and valleys.  Desptie the ups and downs, the overall direction needs to be down.  If that is true, then I have done well. 

At this point in my story, I can truthfully say that I am losing weight, slowly and with small periodic setbacks, but I am doing it.  I AM DOING IT... Yay me. :-)

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